The Things We See

I wonder if it's true that when we die, our lives flash before our eyes. And if so, what will be the images that I'm shown? Because I have to say, I've seen some things in my life that I never want to see again. In fact, I've seen some horrendous things in my life…

For This Father’s Day

Today is Father's Day. And I'm fully aware that next year's Father's Day just might be a lot different than this year's Father's Day. Just like this year's Father's Day is much different than last year's. But this year, I'm taking the time, and focusing my energy, to appreciate my father. My dad. His health…

Stumbling

Lately, I've been asking myself if I'm bad... I can't seem to stop asking the question. I absolutely feel like a bad parent right now. And yet, I know I'm not. It's a weird combination of thoughts and feelings. And it really hurts. Last weekend my 17-year-old decided to not come home on Saturday night.…

I’m Trying… Really

It was a bit of a rough weekend. And this week might get a little rough too. Saturday night I didn’t sleep much after going around a bit with my 17-year-old. I was woken up at about 11:30 (after sleeping for like 30 minutes) and then the circus began for about an hour and I…

Embracing Weakness and Loving Myself

I'm a bit of a mess right now. But I kinda like it. I really do. And a year ago I was an absolute mess. And I hated it. I really did. A year ago I was judging myself harshly for being a mess. In fact, I've always done that. I've always told myself the…

Choosing to Choose

I don't think this blog post will be super long. I've taken kinda a mini break from blogging lately. I'm actually working on a little something that I think will work in conjunction with this blog. I hope to be able to provide more details soon... In the meantime, I've been in a pretty good…